from tomorrow will start the week of exam.... and my preparation is ..well bad as usual.it was terribly hot these days with the mercury trying to break out of the glass tube, but today evening a refreshing shower cooled everything down.it was really welcomed. sayan was so overwhelmed that he called up to celebrate it.talking with sayan, is always entertaining, sometimes(well most of the time) you just get awestruck thinking how can somebody know so much! this was something that intriguied most of us when we were in school.we studied together in the same section - mechanics section which was supposed to be the home of all the rational and smart kids, most of whom longed for the tag of "genius" by solving numerical problems or ansewring some stupid old question which a guy called Newton had already taken care of hundreds of years back; there was an easier way - ask a teacher a question really without any meaning, even if it did, make sure nobody really understands you!and if the tacher failed to answer your question - till the next time any such question comes up - you remain the "genius".guys like me had a better option like calvin (see the clip)
well many had there share at this tag for short periods of time, but to one guy it kind of got stuck, and i lovingly named him newtonstine - its a different story that other "genius" (genuine asses) did not give in easily and worked harder to reclaim the title but fact is even today the tag resides with him.well a big load got cleared up today, as i talked with sayan and understood that may be shamasis isnt pissed off with me, if he were sayan would have understood that.i dunno if i did anything bad to smita, i admit of an infatuation towards her, but soon(two months) i realized our differences. i never made any commitment -so just kinda hung up - what was the story on the other side i'll never want to know.before her i admit of having a serious crush on a girl called yamini. it was all hindi movie inspired on a platonic canvas - i had it all in my mind feeling real great about the whole "love" thing.these two things helped me get a matured view of the life, helped me to get a better look at complex thing like human relations; to understand that everthing is done with a purpose, it helped me realize how alone people are in a crowded room and finally it also paved the way for understanding the difference between love and infatuation.